Tombs and Cathedrals: Mourning Part One

A few weeks ago I am in Egypt and we descend down into a tomb, but not the tomb of a Pharoh or a king, or even a group of them, instead it is a tomb where 70 bulls are buried, each of them with their own chamber, a granite tomb the size of a small room.

I understand cathedrals – the glory of God, being swept up to the heavens. I know synagogues, and mosques, – a stillness or a sense of awe. But these tombs, I could not fathom.

That is until a close friend has now died and I find myself wandering through my days, thinking and longing for these tombs, driven perhaps by the same confusion and reverence that their creators felt. I understand now why one would create a monument to death.

 

On the Map: Be Strong and Naledi

Part of my commitment in this new life phase is to be out in the world doing what I love in community with others. I have often felt strange, ill at ease in my own head – the chasm between my inner world and outer reality sometimes incomprehensibly vast. And yet, in this new phase, I am choosing to step out none the less.

I’m now on a board of an organization run by an old friend called Be Strong Families and I’m now a judge for the South African version of the Tony Awards, the Naledi Theatre Awards.  I find myself emerging.

Cairo Visit

Four days in Cairo for for a friend’s graduation.

Festivities then roaming the city, including seeking out beer (it takes us two days, and four hours, the windows have plywood nailed over them because in this Muslim city, you don’t want to be seen from the street.)

Then a descent into tombs and Erwan (the brother) is bored and listening to hip-hop on his Iphone and I try to tell him no, these were the first rappers, don’t you see? They made whole rooms to show off their wealth and possessions. He doesn’t really buy it.

Mostly I am amazed by the movement – teaching cows to walk, the geese threatening to take flight.

We come upon the first rounded wall and the first graffiti (c. 1,800 BCE) done by some priests.

In Cairo I feel like I have awoken from a slumber – seeing old friends, back in a family, the pulsing of a city 20 million+, descending into the massive grave of 24 dead bulls with black granite tombs and then emerging to the pale heat of the desert – I just want more.

Dismantling a Tree (or ode on the occasion of ending a very long relationship)

Don’t believe the hype – it’s all lies, these stories about trees falling in the forest. To fell a tree you don’t hack away at the core, you don’t throw your weight against its large trunk and emerge victorious, you don’t take vicious strokes and then yell “timber . . . “  This is all myth – there is no struggle, no crack, no thud.

Instead when you remove a tree, you do so in parts. You start from the top and you cut away: branches with a chainsaw, side trunks with an axe, ropes and pulleys to guide each falling piece. This is how you take apart a tree, until, in the end, the removal is so clean and so complete, you forget that the tree was even there.

 

 

 

Alex Burger Writing Featured in New Book

My play, Whose Blood, is featured in a new book Challenging History in the Museum: International Perspectives.  The play is discussed, along with George Wolfe’s The Colored Museum (not bad company) in the Chapter “Making Them Laugh: Making Them Cry: Theatre’s Role in Challenging History. ”  In the chapter, the lovely Judith Bryan credits the play with an elegance and depth that I can only hope are actually there.

 

Sign of the Times: US Road Trip

I’ve just completed a five week trip across the USA.  Atlanta, across the south to Texas, up to Kansas and Iowa, through Chicago and Detroit, down through Philly and the Carolinas and back to the South. Stopping on the way with friends, listening to Greek tragedies on tape while driving, watching the signs out my window.  Here are a few.

Play Reading in Iowa: “my grandpa’s dead body”

This morning my aunt Susan, uncle Steve, aunt Julie (my Skype), my mom, and my friend Jim all read through my play “my grandpa’s dead body.”  The play borrows elements and characters from our own family, although mixes them with a darkness and a skewed vision of Iowa different from the one I live. It was a brave and moving experience, art and life co-mingling.

 

Selma, my Selma

Drove through Selma this am. Shocked at the state of downtown – this was always a magical place to me and now it’s a ghost town. What has happened to one of the birth places of the civil rights movement?